Finding Peace and Worship in Uncertainty

Wrestle and Embrace

If we haven't crossed paths before, I'm Kellie. My husband, Preston, and I used to be part of the team here at GC until last June. It's good to be back, even if it's just through these words. And wow, has a lot changed since we left!

Before we dive into today's topic, can we take a moment to appreciate the proliferation of Dollar Generals? Seriously, it's like they're multiplying like rabbits! But hey, congrats, GC, on reaching double digits!

Now, let's talk about Mother's Day. It's supposed to be this joyful occasion, right? But for some of us, it's not all roses and chocolates. I remember one Mother's Day when I received a card from Preston with the Monopoly guy on the front, repurposed for the occasion. Yeah, not exactly the heartfelt sentiment I was expecting.

But beyond the superficial celebrations, Mother's Day stirred up some deeper questions for me. Questions like, "God, why are we here in Missouri? Can we go back to Tennessee, please?" Ever been there? In that place of wrestling with God, questioning His plans, and feeling utterly lost?

Enter the prophet Habakkuk. This guy had his fair share of doubts and frustrations. He looked around at the chaos and injustice in his world and cried out to God, "Why aren't you doing something about this?"

Sound familiar? It's like when life throws you a curveball, and you're left wondering if God's even paying attention.

But here's the thing about wrestling with God: it's okay. In fact, it's more than okay—it's necessary. Because in those moments of wrestling, we're forced to confront our doubts, fears, and uncertainties head-on. And that's where the real transformation happens.

Habakkuk didn't stop at wrestling, though. He also embraced. He shifted from questioning God's plans to trusting in His sovereignty. Even when nothing seemed fair and disaster loomed on the horizon, Habakkuk chose to rejoice in the Lord.

And that's the heart of it, isn't it? Choosing to worship even when we don't understand, even when our circumstances scream otherwise. It's saying, "God, I don't know what the future holds, but I trust that You hold it in Your hands."

So whether you're in a season of wrestling, embracing, or waiting, know this: you're not alone. God sees you, He hears you, and He's right there beside you, every step of the way.

If you're feeling that void of peace today, if you're wrestling with hard questions or struggling to trust God's plan, know that there's hope. True peace isn't found in perfect circumstances or easy answers. It's found in a person—Jesus Christ.

So whatever path you're on today, whether it's one of wrestling, embracing, or waiting, know that there's a community here ready to walk alongside you. And above all, know that there's a God who loves you more deeply than you can imagine, who longs to embrace you in His arms and fill you with His peace.

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